but honestly all i wanted was tickets to this tour. 4,000 people standing room. do you even realize how amazing that is? its brings me right back to memories of december 7, 2007. and i can’t go. wisdom teeth out 2 days before. i’m so upset right now. i know i shouldn’t be crying. like its really not a big deal and i probably wont even care later on but idkkk its like that feeling of being so close to him while performing. shit. this sucks so bad. :(